{"id":374,"date":"2015-02-10T20:16:11","date_gmt":"2015-02-10T20:16:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mc.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbiltmedicine\/?p=374"},"modified":"2021-08-11T19:41:43","modified_gmt":"2021-08-11T19:41:43","slug":"the-long-road-back","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/medschool.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbilt-medicine\/the-long-road-back\/","title":{"rendered":"The  Long Road Back"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_544\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-544\" style=\"width: 600px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.mc.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbiltmedicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2015\/02\/ebolacareleadart.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-544\" src=\"http:\/\/www.mc.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbiltmedicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2015\/02\/ebolacareleadart.jpg\" alt=\"Photo by Nick Cote\" width=\"600\" height=\"400\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.vanderbilt.edu\/t2-main\/medschool-prd\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/82\/2015\/02\/ebolacareleadart.jpg 600w, https:\/\/cdn.vanderbilt.edu\/t2-main\/medschool-prd\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/82\/2015\/02\/ebolacareleadart-300x200.jpg 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-544\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Photo by Nick Cote<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>In early September 2014, Ian Crozier, M.D.,\u201997, supervised the jet evacuation of a critically ill patient from Kenema, the epicenter of the raging Ebola epidemic in Sierra Leone.<\/p>\n<p>An exhausted Crozier told the medical team that he hoped he didn\u2019t have to see them again. One week later, he did. This time he was the patient.<\/p>\n<p>For 42 days last fall, Crozier, deployed by the World Health Organization (WHO), was known to the outside world simply as Patient No. 3. He was the third patient flown from West Africa to Emory University Hospital\u2019s special isolation unit in Atlanta, set up in collaboration with the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention for patients with Ebola and other serious infections. Kent Brantley, M.D., the first patient, stayed for 19 days; American missionary Nancy Writebol, the second, was there for 14.<\/p>\n<p>Brantley and Writebol were identified by the media at the time of their treatment and received a significant amount of media attention. When Crozier anonymously arrived in Atlanta on Tuesday, Sept. 9, both had been discharged and were continuing their recoveries at home.<\/p>\n<p>Crozier, 44, became ill on Saturday, Sept. 6, when he developed a fever and headache during his morning rounds in Kenema. He aborted his rounds, alerted his team and isolated himself in his hotel room, where he was given a blood-drawing kit and drew his own sample. And then he sat down to wait for the results. \u201cI had seen so many patients die in the past few weeks; of course my head and heart were aware of what might happen (to me),\u201d he said recently in several conversations with Vanderbilt Medicine.<\/p>\n<p>When he was given the positive Ebola diagnosis, he remembers briefly feeling afraid, but also an \u201codd\u201d relief that he could actually get some sleep. Crozier began to talk with the WHO, preparing for his evacuation to Atlanta, and then to his brother, Mark, and his parents, telling them what was in store. \u201cI told them I would be fine, and that I wanted them to be able to go through this privately,\u201d Crozier said. \u201cI remember this (waiting to be evacuated) being a very lonely time. I suspect that being both doctor and patient through this experience will be a watershed moment in my life. I\u2019m still learning about how to be both, particularly as the story continues to unfold.\u201d<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_545\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-545\" style=\"width: 225px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.mc.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbiltmedicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2015\/02\/image0021.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-545\" src=\"http:\/\/www.mc.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbiltmedicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2015\/02\/image0021-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"Crozier, dressed in personal protective equipment, with Ebola-positive Sierra Leonean children. Schools remain closed in Sierra Leone and Liberia, two countries hit hard by the Ebola outbreak. Photo by WHO\/K. Hurley. \" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.vanderbilt.edu\/t2-main\/medschool-prd\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/82\/2015\/02\/image0021-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/cdn.vanderbilt.edu\/t2-main\/medschool-prd\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/82\/2015\/02\/image0021.jpg 588w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-545\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Crozier, dressed in personal protective equipment, with Ebola-positive Sierra Leonean children. Schools remain closed in Sierra Leone and Liberia, two countries hit hard by the Ebola outbreak. Photo by WHO\/K. Hurley.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Crozier, like many other health care workers infected during the epidemic, does not know how he contracted the virus. He had no obvious high-risk exposures, outside of normal patient care in the isolation unit, and does not recall any breaches of protocol while donning or doffing personal protective equipment (PPE). \u201cOf course, almost every moment of my day was in some way engaged with suspected or confirmed patients, so the real possibility of exposure was always there; so was the constant and careful vigilance required to prevent transmission. But we trusted our PPE and had to keep in tension the need to prevent infection and the need to provide care.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Outside the unit, there was a \u201cno touch\u201d policy, he said. \u201cIn fact, it was rare to ever actually touch another human being outside of PPE.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Crozier said he remembers nothing about the first three weeks of his stay at Emory after walking \u201ca few awkward supported steps\u201d into the isolation unit. Soon after he arrived his diarrhea worsened (as much as 2 gallons a day), and his condition deteriorated. As the viral load (the amount of virus) in his blood reached extremely high levels, he became delirious, and his organs started to fail. On the sixth day in the hospital he was placed on a ventilator when he began to have difficulty breathing.<\/p>\n<p>His knowledge about the course of his own disease comes from his medical team and his family and from \u201csobering\u201d reviews of his own chart. Crozier said he \u201ccannot find words\u201d to express how much of a role his family and friends played in his recovery. His mother, Pat, spent nights at the hospital and through a curtained window with a phone line, read to him, including a poem written by his uncle, poet and novelist John Eppel, \u201cthat I will weep about for the rest of my life,\u201d Crozier said.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cIan was the sickest patient we had at Emory,\u201d said Colleen Kraft, M.D., one of his doctors. \u201cHe had multi-organ failure, requiring mechanical ventilation and continuous dialysis for his kidneys. He had a viral hepatitis and we presume that he had encephalitis.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Kraft said that medical literature has shown that patients with a higher viral load have a poorer prognosis, and Crozier\u2019s was the highest among the patients cared for at Emory.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cWhen Ian was at his sickest, and even in the early phases of his recovery, we were not sure that his neurological status would return to baseline, and we were not sure that his kidneys would recover either,\u201d Kraft said. \u201cIt has been very rewarding to see him make what we feel is an extraordinary recovery.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Crozier said he didn\u2019t allow himself to think about his mortality. \u201cEven after I woke up at Emory many weeks later, I wasn\u2019t fully aware of how closely I had looked death in the eye. Given my own clinical experience, if you had told me during my first week at Emory that I would soon develop encephalopathy, respiratory failure, kidney failure, cardiac arrhythmias, etc., I would have expected my survival chances to be almost zero.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis is one of the reasons the critical care provided me at Emory was so important. It blazed a trail so far thought to be futile. And I would have agreed. No one can script the alternative, but I believe I would have been dead a week later had the same clinical course unfolded in Kenema.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Crozier agreed to a New York Times interview about his experience following his first follow-up exam at Emory in November. \u201cThe focus had been on my recovery, and the ability to do that off the radar was a gift,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_547\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-547\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.mc.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbiltmedicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2015\/02\/image0011.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-547\" src=\"http:\/\/www.mc.vanderbilt.edu\/vanderbiltmedicine\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/7\/2015\/02\/image0011-300x224.jpg\" alt=\"Crozier, standing in scrubs, and one of the Sierra Leone nurses, kneeling, pose with a group of survivors after they were discharged from the Ebola Treatment Unit. Photo by WHO\/Jackson Amone.\" width=\"300\" height=\"224\" srcset=\"https:\/\/cdn.vanderbilt.edu\/t2-main\/medschool-prd\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/82\/2015\/02\/image0011-300x224.jpg 300w, https:\/\/cdn.vanderbilt.edu\/t2-main\/medschool-prd\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/82\/2015\/02\/image0011.jpg 622w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-547\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Crozier, standing in scrubs, and one of the Sierra Leone nurses, kneeling, pose with a group of survivors after they were discharged from the Ebola Treatment Unit. Photo by WHO\/Jackson Amone.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>But he also wanted to thank those who had helped him \u2013 the WHO, for deploying him to Kenema in the first place, for arranging his evacuation with the State Department, and for enabling his care; his \u201cremarkable\u201d health care team at Emory; and he also felt it was important to share medical and scientific aspects of his care that could impact the way the sickest Ebola patients are cared for. For instance, at that point, neither mechanical ventilation nor renal replacement had been well described in Ebola patients.<\/p>\n<p>Crozier said that much work is left to be done in treating and controlling Ebola. \u201cRemember that this epidemic, and its potential to spread to other parts of the world, will not be over until six weeks after the last contact with the last case. We are far from finished.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Mentored at Vanderbilt<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Crozier grew up in Bulawayo, Zimbabwe, then immigrated to the United States with his family when he was 10. After stops in Kentucky and North Dakota, the Croziers ended up in a small Iowa town, and much later relocated to Phoenix. He was one of 149 students awarded the Justin Potter Medical Scholarship (available from 1964-1994) while at Vanderbilt University School of Medicine.<\/p>\n<p>His four-year scholarship funding provided full tuition, and a small stipend, and enabled Crozier to pursue interests after his training without being constrained by debt. \u201cOver the years I\u2019ve come to recognize even more how much the Potter Scholarship enabled. It\u2019s been such a gift,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p>After medical school, Crozier was an Internal Medicine resident at Vanderbilt and then chief resident. He then joined Doug Kernodle, M.D., for a research fellowship in the Division of Infectious Diseases. Crozier fondly recalls his time in Nashville. \u201cThese were Camelot years for me; I found my thinking about both the science and art of clinical medicine so wonderfully shaped by incredible mentors, whether they knew it or not. Those clinicians and teachers had such an impact on the way I think and on the way I relate to my patients as a doctor.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>A profoundly changed life<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>After Vanderbilt, Crozier partnered with Accordia Global Health Foundation, and was living in Uganda, treating patients and training Ugandan doctors in increasingly complex HIV medicine at the Infectious Diseases Institute in Kampala. In August as the Ebola epidemic rampaged through West Africa, he contacted a good friend and colleague working in Sierra Leone about helping. He signed on with the WHO Global Outbreak Alert Response Network (expenses only, no pay) and was in Kenema a week later helping treat up to 60 to 80 patients a day. He had been in Kenema only three weeks when he became infected with the virus.<\/p>\n<p>His experience treating patients in Kenema and then contracting the virus himself have left a few scars, Crozier said. He initially lost 30 pounds, has lost most of his thick crop of brown hair, and still struggles with some word-finding and short-term memory. And there are long-term, yet-to-be-determined lessons as well. \u201cIn some ways, I\u2019m starting to feel the soil under my feet again,\u201d he said. \u201cAnd while I would never choose this outcome on the front edge, of course, the chance to engage this epidemic as both doctor and patient will be something that will profoundly change my life in many ways.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Having been in both spaces, he said he has a new appreciation for the \u201charsh, uncomfortable, lonely and undignified space that is any Ebola Treatment Unit\u201d in which his patients in Kenema recovered or died. \u201cIt\u2019s a privilege not only to provide excellent technical clinical care, but also to lend suffering patients some dignity in that setting,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cI was just in Kenema for a short while. There are many incredibly quiet heroes among the national staff and international responders who have been doing this for much longer, and with very little fanfare, and some of them can no longer tell their stories,\u201d he said. \u201cWe should honor their stories, and in doing so, consider how we might respond to both the short- and long-term needs on the ground. The short-term devastation is obvious; we have much to learn as the long-term effects of this epidemic become painfully obvious.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Crozier hopes to return to West Africa as soon as he can, but he isn\u2019t sure in what capacity. It will depend on how soon he regains his health. He is still recuperating, initially fighting extreme fatigue and some cognitive and short-term memory issues, and recently battling a sight-threatening inflammation in his left eye. He had been getting stronger in Arizona with his family after being discharged from the hospital, but more recently has been undergoing extensive testing and treatment at Emory related to his eye.\u201cI have some ongoing clinical skirmishes which will require attention for a time. Aside from that, though, I\u2019m incredibly grateful to be alive,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In early September 2014, Ian Crozier, M.D.,\u201997, supervised the jet evacuation of a critically ill patient from Kenema, the epicenter of the raging Ebola epidemic in Sierra Leone. An exhausted Crozier told the medical team that he hoped he didn\u2019t have to see them again. One week later, he did. 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